Dear Diary,

Wow. Four days.
haha.

Okay so school has been okay.
Tiring.
I have done my I/C.

I want to go out.
ANYWHERE.
buy i bet everyone is going to the soccer game.
sucks lah.

no point asking my dad cause i know it will be
NO!
-.-

I FEEL SO FREAKING SAD THAT I CANNOT
GO TO CRISTINA AGUILERA'S CONCERT.

uhgdsjhglifjlfdsjakhjldhgsuhfjgiosjdklj475654asd35`1``11111@@@!!!

okay never mind.
hey people, if your inviting me to read your blog..
its dansinqueen@gmail.com okay thanks.

and CIP group mates, can we do it on either Sunday or Monday.
HANI! go and call.
we really need to do it and if you guys want to fail,
go ahead cause i don't want :D
so for the best for all of us, lets do it together.
:DDD

well i better start on my homework.
or maybe tomorrow.
lets call mumsie to ask to go shopping
BEFORE THE GST RISE.
7%!! omg.

ouh yesterday went to shoot and ad.
for live the dream.
was kinda fun.
felt weird hanging out with imah's friends
without imah.

okay till then.
XOXO.

Dear Diary,

Well I really got no more time to blog.
I want to try not to blog
or waste time.

School work is really tiring,
and i need all the rest i can get.
Term 3 is very short so,
time is precious.

Therefore Widad, Don't waste time okay :D
OKAY!

I want to try and be a good daughter and
study and listen to my parents.
And from this, I know i will get most stuffs
that i want.
MUAHAHAH :]]]]]]]]

Okay now i shall go to sleep.
and people don't stop me from changing.
cause change is good.
and I'm changing for the better.
right?
right...
meek.cakap sorang.

and I'm tyring to finish all the holiday homework.
help me out peeps.

okay shall stop the nonsense.
and the last sentence shall be.
CIAO!
* okay i want to change.. ummm..aah think later
or i will miss my flight to dreamland. meek.*

Dear Diary,

So on my 15th Birthday,
I woke up and there was no food.
-.-

I was feeling really sick and
read my book.
called up mom to go for
a shopping spree
[huh! like real]

okay so met mom after asar
we headed to far east plaza
bought jeans for $40
bought tshirt for $22
and bought different types of
cookies from marks and spencer for more than
$20!
haha
twenty on cookies.

and we ate anatolia ICECREAM :D

So then went home.
ouh on the way home,
i went into the train first
and my mom was running behind me
"doors closing *sound*"
and me and my mom were seperated
haha but we met at cityhall.

ordered pizza :D
daddy's treat

I was super hungry
cause i didnt eat breakfast or lunch.

Ouh and best of all...
I received a zenstone!
woohhooo!
i was so happy to receive it
thanks "relative".
haha biar betul.

So I had a blast and I didnt cry this time :D
MOMMY I STILL WANT MORE STUFF!
GO AND WITHDRAW MORE MONEY!
meek demand tau.

tsktsktsk widad.
why you wasting your mother's money?
ishishish.

okay
AU REVOIR!

Dear Diary,

Today.. Umm i mean yesterday
I was supposed to meet up with girlfriends
but i was late.
I just came out of the shower
and put on my clothes

Then a knock on the door
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
WIDAD HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO YOU!

HAH!
Adila,Atiqah,Dinie,Hani and Jannah
had come over to my house and
brought a party
meek.

okay so hani was like holding a cake with candles all lit
and i blew it and made a wish?
okay what did i wish for eh?
haha i also forgot.

So we had cake, they ordered pizza.
I was like really touched.
I knew this was all last minute.
But it was FUN!

But i had to do the dishes -.-"

Okay so then
we waited for maghrib and set of to the beach
Syafiqah and ronnie joined us.

At the beach, we wanted to sit on the rocks.
so when we were there.
it was wet and very sandy.
and there were cockroaches.
and it was effin dark.
and we made a lot of noise.
I stepped on a lot of puddles!!

so we decided to go to Macdonalds.
I wanted BK but most of them wanted Mac
so we went there instead.

Bought Nuggets and other stuff.
Ate and left since we all had to go home like before 10.
-______________-

on the way back like stopped and took pictures.
All in all I had really great fun and
Thanks Everyone!
Thanks for the bears, flowers, CHOCOLATES, and pizza's and cakes:D
Sayang korang banyakbanyak.
Did i miss out anything?

Ouh ya. I kept sneezing like mad woman today
okay bedek uh.

Anyhoos.
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ROSHAN AND ACAP!
AND.................
TO ME!
HAHAH meek.

haha okay
ciao!

Dear Diary,

People have been really irritating.
Well I don't know whether its just me
or them.

No specific people. Just basically
EVERYONE.

From family to friends to girlfriends
and boyfriends and people closest to me.

Or maybe I'm getting my period soon.
Or its a phase.

Well birthday is coming but i really don't feel excited.
okay maybe just a incy wincy tiny bit.
but other than that not really.
I don't even know what I'm doing on the actual day.
Probably stay at home watch teevee use the PC
read my book and eat stuff which i can find at home.

Speaking of books, I have yet to finish it.
Shit!

There is no freaking food in this stupid household.
More like houseHOLE.
Like i have to heat up my own food
and living with a maid for most of my life
I'm not used to it!
Goddammit.

Mom, Dad, Siblings
have been super annoying.

Like my dad keeps bugging me to
get my I/C picture taken.
And I'm like there is still time.

And my mom keeps making empty promises.
and like promises me to buy me stuff and
in the end she doesn't.
and she always finds faults with me.
and she loves to ask questions which
she knows the answer already.

Siblings are also irritating nak mampos.
My brother keeps on bugging me to do stuff.
I really regret missing him.
Although he can be nice.

on his birthday that day,
I gave him a card saying,
Happy birthday faiz
may you NOT be an irritating older brother
and so on.

Sisters are fine but i dunno just not connecting with them.

Omigod i really want to go to the Cristina Aguilera concert
like BADLY!
naah but i don't think its happening.
unless there is a miracle.
and i don't really believe in it for these stuff.

Uggh! I really want to shop so badly.
But everything i see, my mom says its not
nice, not worth it, will i use it?, waste of money.
so many comments.

and then i will start feeling like shit.
and end up not buying it and feel guilty.

I need braces.
My teeth is really bad and i need them
I want them.
but I'm scared of pulling out my teeth.
and I'm scared that when my teeth is straight and all,
my wisdom tooth comes out and spoils the arrangement.

I want to get new contacts.
I have only two pairs left!
Shit!
My dad will not buy it for me
that's for sure.

I need new clothes.
I'm so sick of seeing the same old clothes of mine.
okay i dunno what I'm nonsense.

I am not seeking your stupid attention
I'm just ranting so if your clever, ignore.

ciao!

Dear Diary,

okay so on friday i woke up at 2.
cant believe it.

quickly ate and packed.
off to Jalan Selamat.
Then we left for JB
in the evening.

When we reached,
salam-ed like really a lot of people.
ate and nikah started but didnt
witness it.
the food was good.
i had myself a second round:]

then the fun begins.
we danced and danced.
was really awesome.
we went home at around 1am++.

Aunty Chom had already checked in.
So me, imah,salmah,mya and brach
slept with her.

okay so first, me imah and aunty slept
on the bed, salmah and brach on the floor
and mya on the sofa.

and in the middle of the night,
brach went up with mya
then mya went to the floor.
the in the morning during suboh,
brach slept with us on the bed.

he liked "tawaf-ed"
haha.

and he made weird actions when he slept.

haha. okay so off to breakfast.
didnt shower yet.
heh.
i had like four different types of food.

okay back in room 502.
fatimah joined us.
we chit and chat.
and talked nonsense.

brach even did a reanactment of
miss usa's fall during miss universe.
haha.
was funny.

okay so we siaped
and off to the wedding ceremony.
was very malay.
had nasi ambeng.
and chendol.
YUMMY!

was veryvery sleepy.
mingled and talked nonsense.

then back to singapore.
ouh at the checkpoint was funny.
car ride was fun
cause it was all like us teens and kids.
and my sis was driving.

and at the checkpoint.
the officer was holding mun's passport.
and he looked at mya.
then he hold mya's passport and looked at mun.
HAHAH

funny lah.
okay
today did nothing.
watched JUMP IN.
woke up at 2.40pm
haha
maak! widad best eh kau .
mimpi merepek semua.

okay ciao!

Dear Diary,

I'm like trying to find the dates of certain "celebrations"

okay so our first unofficial girlfeys outing was

12/10/06.
girls check whether its correct.

and me and roshan became bestfriends on the:
27 or 28 /10/06.
i wrote it on the 28 but i think its on the 27.
alaa dunno lah.

AND FAIZ.. this is what irritates me.
I CANT FIND THE BLOODY DATE!
okay i shall keep searching.
ciao!

Dear diary,

Yesterday went to vivocity
with A T I Q A H.
waited for her like for 40 mins
THANKS EH!

So roamed around.
Bumped into Farah&Acap
at forever 21.
Farah was so red.
HAHA.

Forever 21 has like nothing.
no. just kidding.
nothing REALLY nice.
Pull and bear yes.
But the prices there are super
MEREPEK.
sumpah tak bedek.

Okay i decide that i wont use the puma bag.
NOOOOOOOO
i will but i will not buy it.
it will stay on my list forever till i die.
meek.

Went back to granny's.
and practically
EVERYONE was there
okay not really
ahh stop the bullshit.

so we mingled.
and had very good food.
shifa said my name.
but she doesn't remember -.-"

today went to BYSI sale.
Imah bought stuff.
I did not.

Well today is just a very boring day.
HANI!!
CIP how?

I better start on my homework.
Anyone want to go out and do together?
Like ANYONE.
okay not really only if i like you.
meek kurangajar.

I'm still begging my mom
for cybershot t20.
like i REALLY want that camera for my bday.

speaking of bday..
i feel like celebrating
but i don't.
okay i don't know what crap I'm talking.

IGNORE!

okay dreamland awaits.
CIAO!

Dear Diary,

went to the beach with girlfriends
on Saturday.

Dear Diary,

Dear Diary,

Okay so camp was great.
Fun but VERY TIRING!

East coast was best.
The water was beautiful.
okay not really.
but really clean.

Games were :D
and very funny.

Rounders was fun but -.-
Food was good.

The apek who took my drink is
FCUk.
okay partially my fault for leaving it there.

so overall amazing race was good.
night walk was meek.

So all in all i think it went well.
okay lah
im tired.

iwanttogooutandeatandshopwillyoufollow?

ciao!

Dear Diary,

Took all my madrasah exam today.
Went home quickly changed
and went..
SHOPPING!?


okay not really.


This is what I HATE about myself
I will end up not buying anything!



RAAGH!


So went to Marina Square.
Showed my mommy the Puma Bag.


She said it was nice but questioned whether I would use it.
Would I? Hmm I really don't know.
I really like it and I know I would use it..


But when?


Then I showed her the Zara top.
And she said the material is cheap and
not worth $30


I have to admit that it is expensive.
And all the tops I like at Zara costs
$75!
I don't have that kind of money!



Surveyed all the other shops there


Ate cakes at SECRET RECIPE?


MY MOM ALMOST BOUGHT ME ZENSTONE?


Okay so I was like wanting it so much,
and she said like sarcastically go lah and buy.
But I didn't?
Okay nvm.





I saw a nicer Adidas shoe.


White and Silver!
And my mom said it is nice
But its FREAKING $129!
so I didn't ask her for it.





She said the swimming costume was not nice.
So sad.



Okay so never mind.
I'm gonna BEG LIKE MAD for this camera!
Or an Mp3!
REALLY I WANT THIS SO BAD!


Isn't it like nice?
Yeah I know.
I EXPECT TO SEE THIS ON MY BIRTHDAY!
meek demand tau.

Okay this is such a random post.
Ignore and shut up.

goodnight piggys!

Dear Diary,

On Thursday was the show.
Was kinda scary.
But I think it was good.

After that, went to wedding
at SAMAR.
was a cool concept.
But, there was like no plates, cup
and no place to seat.
but never mind.

The food was good though.
And the humus was..
YUMMY!

Went upstairs and samra-d?
and belly danced! whee.
but all the music wrong.

like when i was downstairs, bent balady was being sung.
when i went back upstairs, samra songs were played.

and when i was on the way home,
belly dance song played again.
!!!!!
so freaking irritating.

haha.
okay then on Friday,
went to futsal place again.
then off to orchard library.
I don't know how long hani
went to the toilet.
hahha

okay so then me and dinie ate at
canava cavana lah!
then roamed around marina square.

STUFF THAT I WANT:
- the Ripcurl swimming costume : $49
- the Zara t-shirt : $30
-Zenstone : $ 69
-Cristina Aguilera concert: $98
-Hair: $55- 60
-Puma/Roxy tote bag : $70.
- Adidas shoe: $99

okay i guess that all for now.
Must SAVE MONEY!
like real.
hahha

okay ciao!